Looking forward to not smoking all day tomorrow(till work is done). I shouldn't be bored on my day off, but it's boring. Waiting for school to accept me or reject. Can't stop smoking=feeling like a loser. Can't stop eating everything in sight=my out of controlness, must control food. Moving to Texas in 6mo. or so...a brand new chapter, I'm really looking forward to this. I never saw myself leaving Hawaii, let alone being excited about it. Am I finally going to finish school? Hell yes!